My Life Now

well for some of you who dont know Andrew and I got divorced this past week. it has been so hard to go thro this and still is. it is going to be hard for a long time especially since i didnt want it to happen at all. now i am just living back at home with the mom and dad and looking for a place to live for me and miley. miley i think knows what is going on but doesnt know. we both are going to be equally involved in her life and sometimes we will do things together with her. we are going to be as nice as possible but it will be good. and who knows we may get back together. haha just wishful thinking. that is my life in a nut shell

Last Few Months

Sorry I haven't wrote since Miley's birthday but it has been very very stressful for me but I feel like writing now, well here it is Andrew and I are separated. We have our moments were we would love to just kill each other and others where we are so in love. But since i can remember this past year all we have done is fight and are constintly at each others throat. This will never change how I feel about him cuz I do love him with all my heart, and I dont know what I would do with out him. It has been pretty hard on me cuz it kinda came out of the blue, but we are working on it slowly but surly. Miley is with me alot of the time cuz Andrew works crazy hours but he sees her on his days off and on weekends. Who knows if we will get back together, but I sure hope we do cuz I love him and him and Miley mean everything to me and I dont know what I would do with out him in my life (even if we fight all the time). I have been out of the house for almost 5 months now and I hope that an end is in sight soon so I can go home and we can be a family again.

She Isnt So Little Anymore!!!

So in Friday the 14th was Miley's 3rd birthday and we had a birthday party that night for her. It was so fun we had cake and pizza and just talked and watched the kids run around the house and scream while running around. Miley loved all of her presents that she got but there was one that and it was from Grandpa and Grandma Dabb and it was a Jessie doll from Toy Story. She has been asking for one since her cousins Corban and Taegan got Buzz, Woody and Bullseye for Christmas. Grandma and Grandpa Dabb also got her new Bedding so that mom can fix her room up all cute. Aunt Shay and Uncle Scott and kids gave her a TUTU that Shay made it was so cute on her too. Aunt Amber Uncle Tim and Jackso got her an adorable outfit and wood letters that we are going to paint to hang on her wall after it is all painted. Then Grandpa and Grandma Park and Uncles Brandon and Jason got her a butterfly night light to go in her bathroom that matches her bedding and some stickers that go on the wall that are flowers and butterflys and then the other tube of stickers are letters. Mommy and Daddy got her a new bed and mattress, a Princess tent and a koose ball (dont know how to spell that) but if you have watched King of Queens you will know what Im talking about I think anyways. After presents were all open and cake and pizza had been eaten people started to leave and the last poeple to leave were my mom and dad and brother, cuz they were watching Jackson cuz Amber had to go get Tim from the bus stop so she just left him at our house well he was playing with Jessie and I guess Jessie is his "girlfriend" when Amber and Tim got there they stayed for a few mins and talked but had to go and it was so sad cuz Jackson wanted to take Jessie so bad but couldnt. He cried all the way out the door. Ok it wasnt crying he was screaming. Tim had to priy Jessie out of his hands. But other then that it went great. Miley had so much fun having everyone over and playing with her cousins. The hole next day she spent most of her time with Jessie in her tent. So mommy cleaned the house back up. Happy Birthday Miley!!! Mommy and Daddy love you alot and you mean the world to us and we are so glad that you are ours.

Pictures are on my Facebook if you want to see them.

Not a whole lot!!!

Well since my last post not a whole lot has gone on since then just work for Andrew and I and Miley just going to her Aunt Shaylyns house to play with her boys and she helps Shay with their little girl. Andrew is still going to class every other day and just working lots so still dont see him much but it will give him lots of oppertunities when he is done with this class.

Next week is Mileys 3rd birthday!!!! Holy Cow where has all that time gone???? We are going to have a birthday party for her on the night of her birthday and instead of the FJ Cruiser I am going to decorate her room all cute and Andrew's mom and my mom got stuff to help make it all cute. I just cant wait to paint her room and make it her "princess" room!!!!!